Living with you
Is a life caged.
My jailer
Your liquid courage
Thinly masquerading
Liquid rage.
Your judgement can never
Be truly clear
Looking through frosted bottles
Filled to the brim with my fear.
I’ve learned to count time,
Not by minutes, hours, or years
But through subtraction
Of your discarded beers.
Your whiskey is strong,
Burning away every plea
Lacing your tongue with words
To burn loved ones
Until they can only flee.
This addiction is a cruel mistress
Who takes as much as she gives.
So convinced you are
That you consume it.
In truth, it consumes you as you live.
She is your first love
Who reigns above all others.
A marriage pact in sin.
As long as you two
Are intertwined together
It is certain no one else can win.
Deep words. I have a family member with a similar story. The best way to get through is to continue to show love and support
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